haa., it's disturbing my thoughts again and again., ohh wat should I do now??
Experienced all the sins(not crimes) except adultery., and now may be the time turn to God., which i've been waiting from my 4th standard. The Almighty Has given me thousands and thousands of chances to turn to Him., but what's pulling me back I donno:-(
And wat about this girl__? She's coming again in to my thoughts and everything., shall I invite her back.? Will she understand me? Omg it's more than a fantacy.!!
Why she's such a good person and why should I avoid her?
¤ Is it that she's not Rich?
_but she's pretty clever at studies and can settle in life surely.,and me ? Am I rich.,?_a middle class
Am I good at my job?_been betraying all those having trust in me and very bad at my basic job to study
¤Is it that she's not white?
_but she looks much pretty. Who needs the colour of skin., she's very good at heart and purely loves me a lot.then wat's the matter with me., ? wat is that pulling my back?__donno
And me-? I'm just a red, in process of becoming black. And having a daffa nose, thread-like body(ohffff). Of all a dirty skin with pimples and their holes.
Wat a pig shit is this??
Why am I analysing??
Because she's coming in to my thoughts? Didn't I had a good company with her?
Didn't I talk to her all the nyt,early in the mrng,very very late in the nyt. Haven't I impressed her by my Words and attitude?
How come i'm changed like this., i'm very good and pure in the beginning but wat happened as I grow up? Does I suit the way in which my parents had brought me up and absolutely No., a very bad person I am
I know that only God can forget my all and all?? But wat's the matter with those people?
If at all I regret everything and come back asking for pardon of the people, will they understand me? will they forgive me? or I surely need their forgiving. surely not above all The Almighty gonna take care of me.
But wat's the case with this girl., if I turn back to her., will she accept me? Will she pardon me? Will she understand me?
but why am I thinking about her_________?>?
Experienced all the sins(not crimes) except adultery., and now may be the time turn to God., which i've been waiting from my 4th standard. The Almighty Has given me thousands and thousands of chances to turn to Him., but what's pulling me back I donno:-(
And wat about this girl__? She's coming again in to my thoughts and everything., shall I invite her back.? Will she understand me? Omg it's more than a fantacy.!!
Why she's such a good person and why should I avoid her?
¤ Is it that she's not Rich?
_but she's pretty clever at studies and can settle in life surely.,and me ? Am I rich.,?_a middle class
Am I good at my job?_been betraying all those having trust in me and very bad at my basic job to study
¤Is it that she's not white?
_but she looks much pretty. Who needs the colour of skin., she's very good at heart and purely loves me a lot.then wat's the matter with me., ? wat is that pulling my back?__donno
And me-? I'm just a red, in process of becoming black. And having a daffa nose, thread-like body(ohffff). Of all a dirty skin with pimples and their holes.
Wat a pig shit is this??
Why am I analysing??
Because she's coming in to my thoughts? Didn't I had a good company with her?
Didn't I talk to her all the nyt,early in the mrng,very very late in the nyt. Haven't I impressed her by my Words and attitude?
How come i'm changed like this., i'm very good and pure in the beginning but wat happened as I grow up? Does I suit the way in which my parents had brought me up and absolutely No., a very bad person I am
I know that only God can forget my all and all?? But wat's the matter with those people?
If at all I regret everything and come back asking for pardon of the people, will they understand me? will they forgive me? or I surely need their forgiving. surely not above all The Almighty gonna take care of me.
But wat's the case with this girl., if I turn back to her., will she accept me? Will she pardon me? Will she understand me?
but why am I thinking about her_________?>?
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