Once again_/

haa., it's disturbing my thoughts again and again., ohh wat should I do now??


Experienced all the sins(not crimes) except adultery., and now may be the time turn to God., which i've been waiting from my 4th standard. The Almighty Has given me thousands and thousands of chances to turn to Him., but what's pulling me back I donno:-(

And wat about this girl__? She's coming again in to my thoughts and everything., shall I invite her back.? Will she understand me? Omg it's more than a fantacy.!!

Why she's such a good person and why should I avoid her?
¤ Is it that she's not Rich?
_but she's pretty clever at studies and can settle in life surely.,and me ? Am I rich.,?_a middle class
Am I good at my job?_been betraying all those having trust in me and very bad at my basic job to study

¤Is it that she's not white?
_but she looks much pretty. Who needs the colour of skin., she's very good at heart and purely loves me a lot.then wat's the matter with me., ? wat is that pulling my back?__donno
And me-? I'm just a red, in process of becoming black. And having a daffa nose, thread-like body(ohffff). Of all a dirty skin with pimples and their holes.

Wat a pig shit is this??

Why am I analysing??

Because she's coming in to my thoughts? Didn't I had a good company with her?
Didn't I talk to her all the nyt,early in the mrng,very very late in the nyt. Haven't I impressed her by my Words and attitude?
How come i'm changed like this., i'm very good and pure in the beginning but wat happened as I grow up? Does I suit the way in which my parents had brought me up and absolutely No., a very bad person I am

I know that only God can forget my all and all?? But wat's the matter with those people?
If at all I regret everything and come back asking for pardon of the people, will they understand me? will they forgive me? or I surely need their forgiving. surely not above all The Almighty gonna take care of me.

But wat's the case with this girl., if I turn back to her., will she accept me? Will she pardon me? Will she understand me?

but why am I thinking about her_________?>?

The most drowsy day(feb 15-'11)

Yep today I woke up so lately that i've missed my first bus to colz and so went to colz by 10 instead of 8'o clock.,


And again I stepped outta colz gate by 10:30 and that's how me and bujji came outta it and we both went to lalpuram.,


Spent a very good time with seeing movies. And again as I turned to room., we room-mates started playing cards. Which ended up by 7 pm.


And then i'd slept and woke up just now, trying hard to sleep again- thus. This nyt turned to be an drowsy nyt and you know wat time it is now.?it's just 11pm and i've already got my dose of taking rest


And now venkat and me again started playing cards.. Hoo I got my timepass:-);-):-o:-D:-*

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Valentine's day-'11

Hmm from the title, you expect a little romantic or tragedic but the topic is about my learning the cards game.,



Ha ha ha


Shocked!!!?)


Yes, it's true. Today i've learned how to play the cards. And had a very good time in the evng.

And now the time is you know 2:27am of 15th feb and till now my eyes were struggling hard to think about taking rest but I fail very harshly in getting sleep.
Huh! I won't say that it'd been a wonderful day but i'm very happy of this particular Today .,

Alekhya's marriage

Hmm it's on 12 feb .11 . We frndz enjoyed a lot. Also i've met a lotta my old frnz . And my colz mates bhanu, bony,sravan,sami,vivek,pravin,abhi attended the marriage. We had a very great time. My heart says i'm satisfied. -cause i've met my gf's also. dil kush. And also we've spend a lotta time lu the dancing stage. nallam Had a made a great fun. ALEKHYA's. bro. Sai manikanta also danced on the stage. I dream onof it. My frndz each had their own darling. 's I just wanna laugh at them. Wanna warn them. But as.it says. The one who knows everything stay calm and quite and does his work. And so I just pity them. They'll realise at rsome time. Until then I just wanna enjoy their life. Never think that i'd a bad experience with love, but I just j bored of it. This earthly love never lasts long,, I need a longlasting love. And I just deserve it. Huh ok gotta go to church,.


It's just a small picturing of my mind. I've the same opinion of charan in orange movie. Also 'm just mad like ram gopal verma. Strong at heart and it's materials. A very religious man. Just wanna live mah life different from all the world

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the day she left me.,

i hav no options other than that:-(
told her to hate me as soon as possible bt she said its imposible, then i stepped frwrd to break her heart and suceeded in it.,,
 bt she'll never forgive me in her life regarding the words i've sp[oken to her,.,
 i'm also a bit upset bt can/t find the other way to get rid of her huh.,
 she's sooo good at heart bt i don/t need anybody ryt now n mah lyf;;; also i knw dat i can never get such a per son hu can understand me as much.,>